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Now What?

Posted by gmadrid on December 18, 2006

I am feeling less then good lately. It’s a mix of the weather, my family, my goals, the man who’s sort of in my life, and money. It’s just dragging down on me and I just don’t know what anymore to do. I started this blog when I was invigerated by things, loving my surroundings, and the turn my life had taken, now not so much. I have downsized many of the websites I had been working on to a more managable few but I am still finding it too much to work on. I lost my desire for acting after over a decade of trying to be something in that field I no longer get fulfillment from it. The question now I think is “how far back of a step do I need to take from my life?”

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Spoonfull

Posted by gmadrid on December 11, 2006

Spoonfull, originally uploaded by coffeevamps.

My meds now are a meal in themself. This is what happens when you end up in a car accident, your overpowered by pills.

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Take a seat

Posted by gmadrid on November 19, 2006

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Every so often someone in the building next to me puts their furniture outside. I am not too sure if they are cleaning or redecorating. Once before they had a red sofa, now its a blue chair. I just love odd things you find in everyday life.

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Hallowe’en ‘06

Posted by gmadrid on October 31, 2006

The most important night of the year for anyone practicing an “alternitave religion”, and I am stuck home alone feeling low and sick.

On Sept 1 2006 I was in a car accident. My right shoulder was broken, all the ribs on my right side, my right lung collapsed and my left thumb dislocated. I ended up in hospital for over 7 weeks. Every year I decorate the house, make treat bags for the family, and spend the night out with friends at my favourite restraunt, but since I am still injured I cant. Not the best for someone who was just starting to feel good about themself. Oh well, here’s to next year.p1000542.jpg

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b/w

Posted by gmadrid on August 29, 2006

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Help!

Posted by gmadrid on August 27, 2006

Help!, originally uploaded by coffeevamps.

Rob!

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Lost Shoe

Posted by gmadrid on August 27, 2006

Lost Shoe, originally uploaded by coffeevamps.

Strange what you find in this city. I have this up on Flickr, Deviant Art, Toadfire and a few other places.

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Webbing

Posted by gmadrid on August 22, 2006

Webbing, originally uploaded by coffeevamps.

When I was working with the new photographer.

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Selfconscious Selfdiscovery

Posted by gmadrid on August 20, 2006

Pictures say a 1000 words, well words say a 1000 pictures too.

For as long as I can remember, I have had a love for books. My background is in journalism, and I have worked in libraries twice in my 32 years on this planet. In the past year the idea of self publishing my work has been planted in my brain. So I have been looking around at the top few selfpublishing companies. They all have the same thing in common, money up front to use their service. The prices all seem to stem in the same range $400-$600 for a basic package. I have also been looking at the idea of going back to school and getting my degree in Library Studies. I have not gone forward on the selfpublishing packages because I simply dont have the money for it.

I am a woman of extreme selfconsciousness and insecurities. Because of a young male friend whom I have been talking to on the net for the last 7 months, I have slowly acepted certin things about myself that I would never have believed before. And part of that has lead me to photography as both photographer and model. It is fun and exciting as it is scary. Having to face all my flaws and overcome them.

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The Look

Posted by gmadrid on August 16, 2006

The Look, originally uploaded by coffeevamps.

On one of my photoshoots Aug 2006

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